how does it feel...

how does it feel..
living with someone who always hurt us..

how does it feel..
living with someone who always makes us cry..

how does it feel..
living with someone who always scolding, yelling, hitting us..

how does it feel..
living with someone who never appreciate us..

how does it feel..
living with someone who always think that he's the only 'right man'..

how does it feel..
living with someone who always blaming us in everything..

how does it feel..
living with someone who looks like he doesn't love us..


moreover,,

how does it feel..
pretend if we're OK in front of people..

how does it feel..
should try to always smile although our heart was crying..

how does it feel..
have to withstand the suffering because of love..



how does it feel,,to become that woman..



if I were her, maybe I would not hold up for 30 years..I'll prefer to leave..
even more,,maybe I'll suicide..

but she's not !

cz she's amazing..

and she's my mom..

*tears